Monday, November 27, 2006
I was being a jerk to have called the previous experience as not-so-fun. Only now by looking backwards I can see the dots connected to what we have right now. I forgot that all things were a process, a journey that we must pass through. It's not always amusing, but for sure it isn't all tedious along the road. There won't be any differences between the parts, all parts are fun now. 
So the story goes.. As I posted before, I finally had the courage to take the risk resigning from my previous company. My boss asked me why in the world I would give up the offer? The answer is quite simple: something else triggered my priority to change. It's not all about myself anymore. It's us now, and we need to make plans for our family. Thanks to the trigger itself, we finally decided to stay in Jakarta and hope for the best.The thing happened after that, I was so amazed I couldn't put it in words. It made me 'blogless' for months. The morning we found out, I was so happy that I burst into tears. It's as if God acknowledged our decision and answered with this. Nine months have passed, with so many stories that even pictures can't paint the words. Right now she's already here with us, giving me an unusual feeling. A combination of completeness, euphoria and at the same time regret that I can't spend the whole 24 hours looking at her.. 
